Friday, July 11, 2008

im nervous and scared


a picture of my grammas arm.
the big day tomorrow. im leaving in a little bit to long beach. moms spinal surgery is tomorrow. grammas in the ICU now cuz' she was being ignored where she was. she got two fucken bags of blood transfused and peletts of i dunno what the fuck. my mom is really nervous about herself and her mom to top it off. my gramma would be fine- we took her in again for throwing up and now she got two pints of blood transfused, and her arm keeps bruising up cuz of a blood thinner they gave her and her fall didnt fucken help we kept asking the nurses for a smaller gown- they never gave her a smaller one. at least a kids one you know? shit shes only 4'5in. ahhhhh. i dunno what to think anymore. i dont want to feel anything im too scared.this sucks right now. but my grammas in stable condition she should be cool. im gonna change my socks and im gonna go see her in a bit before we leave to long beach.

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