Friday, December 19, 2008

i fucked up

this time i just am- i dont even know what to say.Alls i know is that after a great week or two weeks,which i knew was TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, i messed up on tuesday. i was at home and i was chillin- so my gramma came over. so i take her to costco to get flowers for the virgen de guadalupe and all is good cuz' she said shed go with me to take them to colonia church. after costco i took her to eat to my job which she ate almost the whole tamal.so then we head out to the church, and after i was gonna take her to take a picture with santa at the mall....

so i ask her "marcelina, te tomo una foto con la virgen?" and she never wants to take a picture but this time she said yes. so i turn to get my camera, and my grama falls on the altar!!!! SHE FUCKEN FELL ON HER KNEES AND IT WAS MY FAULT CUZ I WASNT WATCHING HER!!!!!i knew there was a step but i didnt think she'd keep walking...not cool.i fucken grabbed her from the back and pulled her up i dont even know how, like a hawk when they pick up stuff- damn, im glad Ofe was there with us cuz' i didnt know whether to scream, shit my pants, or cry- i almost did all three..

i feel really bad , we took her to the ER that night and she had to wait 7 hours!!!! so they can only give her a mothafuken bandage and xrays which came out fracture free.... she cant really walk by herself now-it sucks to see her just all sitting like a little bird...im hope she gets better so she can walk how she used to or im gonna have to do a little vein exploration on myself with a rusty box cutter...

....on a lighter note,the week before my grama fell was too good to be true.im gonna layout the highlights:

i taught the kids at work about lanterns and we made some-handed out candles to them and everything. i warned them though i was all,"DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT LIGHT THESE CANDLES ON YOUR OWN, BECAUSE YOU WILL BURN YOUR HOUSE DOWN, AND YOU DONT WANT TO BE HOMELESS FOR THE HOLIDAYS"...i think i got my point across when i saw the horrified look on their faces.

then i went to Kampai japanese restaurant, cuz it closed down forever.i used to bartend there, and we had a last meal type of thing with all the workers.
it was sad cuz a lot of people lost their job, but they might open another one in its place and re hire everyone. my frens eilen and ofe and i went to rubys after for 15min and there was only 6 people total- i think it was on a wed.

thurs i bought the only comic that i read KABUKI by David Mack
his link; i was behind issues and i had no idea. Reflections #10 and #11.And i was so happy because i discovered that david mack had included in the printing a fan comment i had made about issue #9!!! but i felt kinda weird because he had also included my myspace name-- and since im not really a dj and i picked a funny name as in me being lazy or having a lazy eye-which i dont...., but it was waaaay cool being included in the fan letters or "tear drops" as theyre called....

then saturday i went to the two coolest most bad ass art show openings that i had ever been to.and i wasnt planning on going to neither.i took a picure with zack de la rocha, so did my brother and we say russel simmons there too.i was so star struck with zack heres what i said:

(keep in mind i wasnt planning to say anything to him cuz i thought well he just wants to chill) so i start walking over to him and i tap him on the shoulder- at this point i think 'shit its too late! i gotta say it now, why am i so nervous?'...

me:"scuse' me zack is it okay if i take a picture with you?"

zack turns around and looks at me..

z:"sure, whats your name?"

i had forgotten my name....

me:"diana"

and i proceed to ramble and rant on...

me:"i cant believe its you, im a fan of your music, its great, you dont know how much it means to me, im star struck, i cant believe its you..wow."

so we take the pic then my brother takes one - then all these people start flashing pix, and some guys all touching his arm and zacks all confused looking-i guess the guy was trying to tell him that he had a rage tatoo -but he was too nervous to speak. so then zack was like 'ok this is the last picture'...and then he just left and was chillin outside- he was way cool...
but i didnt want to go bug him again-what was i gonna say anyway?......

what i really wanted to yell and say:"OMIGOD ITS ZACK FROM RATM!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!YOURE SOOOOO COOOOL I LOVE YOUR FLOWS! I CAN THINK OF METAPHORS LIKE THAT! AND THE WAY YOU SING AND RAP MAN! THATS REAL !! I STILL GOT MY RATM POSTER UP IN MY ROOM AND ITS BEEN THERE SINCE LIKE 10 YEARS AGO,I NEVER WANT TO TAKE IT DOWN CUZ WHEN I DO IM GONNA FEEL OLD, ITS NEXT TO MY BOB MARLEY AND NIRVANA AND NO DOUBT AND PRINCE AND CAFETACUBA AND PANS LABYRINTH POSTERS AND AND ..."
yeah i like that guy, hes the realest...i wish i knew him in person for real... but i wouldnt know what to say and i aint no ho' so it wouldnt be like that, i admire him....oh and check out his project....
link

after being star struck me and my bro headed to a graffitti show at track 16- it was the BOMB! no pun intended!
they had a lowrider and everything, it was RISK1's
link art show. they had a dj booth open bar and a cool ass crowd too! i think Mr Cartoon sitewas in the house and Estevan Oriol site too...

after the show me and my bro went to 3rd street and chilled in a action figure store which was open late and we almost bought a shit load of Spawn figures but decided not to...we drove home on the PCH like at 2am and saw 5 shooting stars-maybe meteors....it was tight....
....

so this week i had the kids at work learn about the game LA LOTERIA- it originated in Italy and the rich played it, the money won was donated to the poor.
link then it got to france, then spain then to mexico, and the rest is history....

i went to TJ yesterday-mad trafico...i wish i could pass people-that'd be tight...i bought lucha masks de rey misterio for my bro and my gramma....

im in some online video
link

HAPPY HOLIDAYS and thanks for taking time to read this rant....-diana

ps. dont forget to hug your grandma

sir mix a lot-"baby got back"

Sunday, December 7, 2008

national geographic television





























im watching "journey to the edge of the universe" right now on national geographic. it is an amazing episode- or show. its fascinating. it blows my mind to think that as i am worried about useless things like which chips im going to buy- theres the universe out there growing and glowing and that theres a moon that orbits jupiter of all ice "titan" and some other moon that orbits neptune with dark dark clouds.......i think the show is all CG. i hope its clse to reality....25 trillion years "alpha sintori" three planets circulating each other the first solar system past our own......the distances are-whoah.the universe is so beautiful....the solar system and the universe -thinking about it, makes me feel crazy.