my grandma's falling apart.

and i dont know what to do. all i can do is listen and watch her slowly walk to the restroom like 70 times per day cuz' she keeps forgetting she went. just now i kissed her forehead in the bathroom as she was washing her hands and i went to the room- she asked me "wheres the restroom at?".not cool. the worst is watching her cry and listening to her say that something is going wrong in her head. she realizes her brain is breaking down. that makes me really sad and it enrages me at the same time. i cant do a damn thing. last night i got up with her to the restroom like i always do since i sleep with her, and she almost fell- she scared the shit out of me- good thing i'm really buff and have arms of steel, i caught her! ON A LIGHTER NOTE (i didnt intend this blog to be such a downer) According to my grandma, one of my uncles- her youngest son; keeps getting killed by a cow. She hears things too, and its funny because she always hears someone say "oy, que a fernando lo mato una vaca" its the funniest shit ever. and sad at the same time.